My wife and I always felt there was more to sitting at church with a smile and walking out to our same problems, only worse...

...Ever since I was young I've felt as though things aren't as they should be here on planet earth. As I grew up I started pondering more and more upon questions such as ; "why am I here?, what is the meaning of life?, why is everyone working like crazy, what is the system?, why are some starving while others are billionaires?, and why am I afraid so often...